Yo, This Is Wassup

I MISS YOU

Lol yeah, that's basically it. Everyone has those times where they miss someone so bad, and there's nothing to do to hold onto them. This goes out to all of the people that I miss...and especially to the ones that my grasp with them is growing slippery or even the ones that I've lost already.

There's not many that I lost. To lose one or two people that means the whole world to me can definitely do enough damage. Lol. Whatever the case may be, I know that I am trying or I've tried my best to keep them. Just yesterday, my piano teacher told me, "Loren, you have to learn to let go on some things. You can't perfect every single note. Sometimes, when you have done all that you can and it's going no where, maybe that's a sign that you should let it go." Ohh how I love that woman (: She's right...lol that same concept of letting go of imperfect notes or parts of a sonata or of the people in my life that just refuses to pull through with me, it all fits.

It's kind of weird how my "habit" of not letting go of things or people can show in the music that I make. 0_o I guess that's just me...and it's so hard to overcome that bad habit of double checking, triple checking that every note and every part of the sonata sounds "right." And you know what, it's hard to let go of people too. But right now, I think overcoming that habit in piano is more difficult than letting go of someone. (:

Slowly but surely I am moving on from who I've lost. You know, it's really not a big deal...You just have to get used to it. XD Heyyy, that's what my piano teacher told me too. How ironic. (: