Confessions

Hey...I have some confessions to make. Telling my confessions here (to the world) may seem weird, but I do it because I really don't have a specific person in mind to tell it to. And I figured it's not THAT important XD So, here it goes:
1. I often ignore people that I want to avoid.
2. Sometimes I act like I care, but I really don't.
3. I say that I hate lies and I want nothing but the truth, but on some occasions I regret knowing the truth.
4. I have consumed illegal things before. That was truly a mistake.
5. I have hung out with the wrong crowd before...haha, I tried too hard to be a part of something. It wasn't worth it.
6. I don't love my Grandma like the way I used to...or so I think. Maybe I'm just hiding my feelings, I'm not too sure myself at this point.
7. I put my education before everything else.
8. I tend to hate on people that give me a difficult time.
9. Even though I know that some people in my life should not be forgiven for something, I can't help it but forgive them.
10. I am tough, but when it comes to relationships and love, I become lost.
11. When I say "I love you," I mean it. When I say "I don't break promises," that stays true until I stop loving whoever/whatever I made a promise to...Technically, I lie all the time...because I stop loving different people all the time. (:
12. My patience level is about 6 on a scale from 1 - 10.
13. I wish that I could move on to falling for some boy.
14. I wish that some people would stop bugging me on FB...I really don't have the time for them. Every time someone that I don't want to talk to sends me a message over chat, the little box that pops up gets on my nerves.
15. Music is my life. My life is music...ehh, maybe not that, but yeah, music is my life. I want to form a band.
16. When I fall into depression or anger, it lasts for a while.
17. I do extreme and stupid things when I am depressed or furious.
18. I never fall for the same boy twice. Never...kind of odd.
19. I secretly hate my uncles...well, it's not a secret anymore. I hate my uncles.
20. Time is my biggest fear.
21. I am forgetful...as in I don't really keep track of people unless they mean a lot to me.
22. I hate man whores.
23. I worry about my physical appearance, but I am too busy/lazy to really do much about it.
24. I don't forget the people that have hurt me in the past...because they once meant the world to me. It would be injustice of me to forget them.
25. I like dead things. I like silence. I like peace. I like to uncover stories that cannot be told.