Alejandroooooooo (:

Hey! I haven't blogged for a while now :0 Hehehe, well it's time for an update :D

This year's Christmas was probably the best one that I've had in a long time. (: The food was good, my parents and friends gave me a lot of presents...but that's what goes on every year. What's special about this Christmas was that I felt "new love." I'm extremely thankful for my best friends: Sophia, Alejandro, Vanessa, and Daisy. I love love love them...and that's where part of the love comes from.

BUT, I made one of them my boyfriend this Christmas...hehehe (: Thank you Alejandro for being so awesome, caring, loving, and...a good boyfriend (even though you're a noob! haha...noob :P). You've made me realize and SEE that there's a lot of good stuff out there in life. You've picked up my broken pieces and mended them together...every single time. (: Being with you (as a friend and girlfriend) is the greatest feeling in the world...I used to think different, but now I love and cherish every moment that I spend with you (: I love you. ^_^

Family Love

Family love doesn't just come from your biological family (: Maybe your best friend is like family to you...well, it's something like that for Vanessa, Alex, and I (: We're our own little family. Oh, and Alex's family is just like my family too. (: To be able to open up to them and tell them about anything, that makes them my family. Being comfortable around them in awkward situations count too (: <3

I Thought Wrong

I worked so hard for it. I did everything that I could to save it. Lol...I dedicated an entire 16 hours to write it...another three days to experiment, 5 hours to revise, half a day to make the board, and and 5 hours to present. I really thought that I had a chance. =\ But I didn't make it. I didn't make it to city science fair. My judges did not understand my project...>_< And I'm angry. I'm angry that the work I put so much time into is now over. To be honest, I do not believe that this is my fault...Maybe the judges thought wrong. Maybe they meant to say something else but couldn't exactly make it out right. Maybe I will have another chance, another shot. Because for the past two weeks, I put everyday of my life into my natural preservatives and E. Coli project. -Sigh- I'm not giving up...it hurts too much. When he told me that I did not make it, I felt as if someone broke my heart for the fourth time. I don't want it.