Bones

Bones, how I hate you. To be specific, I hate my joints...at least right now I do. There's not one joint in my body that is not in pain. Ever felt a cut being slowly pulled apart, expanding the wound? That's what the skin feels like. A burn. A constant stab with teeny weeny needles that's not even visible to the naked eye. 

Life is being such a _____________. It never gives people a break from trouble, let alone pain. I don't remember all of the miserable things that happened in my life for the past 15 years...but to give an idea of the rage I'm feeling, I'll list the most recent ones from 2010...now:

1. Early Feb. 2010 = Break up 1

2. March - May 2010 = Witnessed abuse

3. Mid July 2010 = Mom hospitalized for appendicitis ----> Surgery -----> Infection. Witnessed abuse. 

4. Mid/Late August 2010 = Break up 2. Witnessed abuse. 

5. Mid September 2010 = Grandma fell ----> Hospitalized ----> Fractures

6. Early October 2010 = Grandpa hospitalized for hypertension ----> Unstable condition

7. Early October 2010 = Low blood sugar and red blood cell count. FML. Witnessed abuse.

8. Early November 2010 = Food poisoning. 

9. Early November 2010 = Cold, painful joints, rash, itchy. 

That's quite a lot. Lol...But, I guess things are better than earlier. At least my family is okay now, and that I don't have to go through another emotional love attack. Now that I'm sick, I don't have to hear such evil language being spoken at home between the ones that I love. And you know why? It's because everyone loves me too much to worry about yelling at each other anymore. 

Yeah, being sick isn't the best thing there is...I mean, it hurts, and it's holding me back academically. But if me being sick can trade peace in my family, I will volunteer to be sick for the rest of my life just so they will learn how important family is...no matter what they have done before. If there is one thing that I hate the most, it would be the lies that cause abuse. Lies and misunderstandings. There, that's exactly my point, lmao XD Owww, typing really hurts my joints and knuckles =\ I can barely write and I can't even play the keys on my piano. Ahhh, sad life. >_< I'll get checked up later this week...I just hope it's nothing serious and that TOMORROW, I will ace my Chemistry test, World Studies' test, and maybe Driver's Ed test...if I choose to go to class.

I want to apologize for not going to my piano class for TWO weeks. =\ Damn my health (hahaha, funny...damn it no more because it's already pretty damned right now), I'm really sorry...I don't mean to do this. Ugh, anyway...I'll update this when my knuckles aren't killing me. (:

<3 Chou-Chou