LOL

You rip me apart. The things you say and do let's me down. It brings burning tears to my eyes. Life seems so dead when I know the truth. It makes a whole lot of sense now why people lie, sugar coat things, or not say anything at all. I wish that I never found out...I would still be smiling and hopeful right now. Lol, everything is just a "Whatever" now, and I am numb. I am numb and cold. But it's a coldness that cannot be felt. You know what I mean?