Do you have one of those moments where you wish you could relive? Maybe it was because of something that you accomplished, or who you were with, or maybe it's neither and it was just the peacefulness that captivates you. Wouldn't it be great that you could actually rewind to that day and relive it? We may not admit that we want to go back, but secretly, our minds probably want to.
I am not quite sure if this counts, but I somehow did go back in time and relived an event in my life. This was recent;about a good two - three months ago...but on October 12th, 2010, I watched myself and everything that happened within those three months in a dream that lasted around 20 minutes? It's fascinating how three months of memories can be squeezed into a short 20 minutes, but still feel the same. I woke up, thinking that the dream was real. The dream uplifted my mood and sent me in a world that has been foreign to me for a month and a half.
Looking in the mirror, I realized that I was mistaken. The image of myself shot me back to reality. I realized that it was October 12th, not July or August something. Oh right, I also have two tests...and I have school...and I'm about to be late...Lol...
But really, I didn't want to relive that moment. I wanted to move on...I try so hard to escape and run away from my past. Dreaming of that felt like a stab in the heart and getting hit in the head with a bucket until you hear bells ringing in your ears. But that's okay, I'm living in reality now, not a dream.
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