Mmmm, I feel like talking about my boyfriend right now. Well, we're pretty ordinary people if you want to look at us simply. But, beneath that simplicity, I see a long history and mixed feelings. Haha, mixed feelings. To be honest, on some days I question exactly how much do I like Alex? I always feel like I could do better, like him more...Or at least be sure of why or how much I like him. I can't, for some odd reason, I just can't put my finger on one solid answer.
Now, it kind of sounds like I don't like Alex THAT much...(hahaha, that's what I wonder too), but it's not what it seems. I like him a lot, in fact, I think I love him (ya think?? Waddya mean?...idk get outta here if you're not Alex). There are so many memories that involve Alex, and it would be horrible if I had to re-live those moments again, but alone. That would really hurt...it would almost be like, "Hey, you little douche, remember that great friend, that great bf that you had when you guys came here on that day to....? Yeah, him, where'd he go?" XD
Without Alex, my life would bore me to death. I cannot imagine not texting him for...a week @_@ That just seems impossible to do. And, I think because I was so angry, I would have broken my toilet seat off of my toilet today if I didn't talk to Alex. You see, Alex has the magical ability to calm me down when I'm like a mad woman...I guess that's one reason why I love him so much. <3
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